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Name: Ze Awesome
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Grand Rapids
Birthday: 10/9/1992
Gender: Female
Interests: I love Books and Reading. I'm a huge Harry Potter fan. I also love music. It so such a huge part of my life. Music is like poetry, which is something else I love to read and write. I love school. I'm a nerd. I know. I love faeries, angels, and mythical stuff. I've got a Guardian Angel of my own ya know. Yeah. 'Tis true. I love movies. Rocky Horror Picture Show, Labyrinth, and Breakfast Club are prolly my favorites. Um. Thats about all.
Expertise: Being me, because no one can be me bettah!! The sholder to cry on*The girl who always makes people laugh*Being crazy*Acting stupid and having a grand ol' time*Being Jess!!!!!!*
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  xExitLightx
Member Since:
10/9/2005
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| I'm done with this. Over. Finished. Sick of it. Bored. However ya wanna put it, I'm done. I'm sick of the stupid drama this shit causes. So, for the people who actually came here because they liked me, I'm sorry. We can talk over AIM of you guys can e-mail me.
<333Jess
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| Guess what time it is? No. Not noogie time. Not survey time. But Jessie's Ranting!!
Seriously. I'm sick of all you people. Heather, Linnea, Mattie, everyone!!!! Honestly. You are all ganging up on Kayla for God know's why. It's pathetic!! What did she do to you? She and Heather disagreed on something and you all run in to start calling her a fag, whore, bitch, and every other thing. Seriously. You get pissed because she calls Heather 'fat' and 'worthless', but look at what you're saying to her!!! You're calling her a whore, saying " She is twice the person youll ever be!" and "do you not realize how hated u r in school? I almost pity you (sry is
pity to big of a word for you?) let me rephrase that i almost feel bad
for u cause ur so oblivious!" and "thank god there isnt enough girls to be on ur dance team cause no one
should have to be tortured having to watch ur sick ass dance! oh one
more thing no one likes you :sniff sniff: because ur a hopeless, self
centered, dyke!" Oh my God. How horrible can you guys be?? What did she ever do to you? And isn't it typical of you guys to say let a person fight her own battles, well, hmmm, what the hell are you doing!!! She never did anything that horrible to you. Honestly. Just because she's different, not as smart as you guys, does not give you any right what so ever to say those things. Do you guys all have such low self-esteem that you have to be a complete bitch to someone like that?? Honestly. I think you do. Kayla seems like a really nice person and you guys are the oblivious ones to that. Seriously. You all need to grow the hell up. And Heather, Kelly, etc...Leave Britni Kammers the fuck alone. So what if she's Bi-Sexual, Lesbian, Straight, Gay, whatever! She's honestly really nice and you guys need to chill. So what if she likes Kelly? My god. You all need to just stop it.You're always hurting people who have different views than you or aren't 'punk' like what you think you are. Like in Choir yesterday with Gina(This applies to Heather) "I'm a prep, got a problem with that?" "Yeah. I do have a problem" My fucking God. You all need to grow up. Honestly. This needs to stop!! I'm sick of all this shit!! It seems every God damn week there is a new Xanga drama story and a new person to start a rumor about. I fucking sick of this. I can't take it anymore!!!!I've been involved in a few, I've been at the center of one, I've been the victim of one, I'm not denying that, but it needs to stop!!!! I'm fucking sick of how everyone treats everyone. I used to be able to ignore this shit, but now I can't. You guys are picking on completely innocent people and it needs to stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't fucking stand this. I've sat in the shadows and let it go on for a while, but now I can't. You guys are slowly killing people inside and hurting their self-esteem so you can act all high and mighty, like so much better than them. But ya know what, you think that by saying they are ugly, fat, a whore, worthless and hated by everyone, you think they'll stop and you'll be a hero for making them shut up, but you're just as bad as them and are just gonna be even more disliked.
You are all so fucking immature and need to grow the fuck up.
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| New Layout!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
Girly, yes, but I like it anyways. School's been pretty good. Working on a project in Science which I have to finish up later. Um. Started The Wee Free Men in English. It is such a funny book. I love it and I'm only on Chpt. 3. Its so funny. You all have to read it. Choir had been fun. Working really hard on hammering out the music for our concert. Soc. Studies has been pretty good. Got my grade up to an A-. Yesh!!! Um. Spanish has been uber fun. Yeah. Started Chpt. 7. It's about talking on the phone, extending and getting invitations and turning them down. Me and Sam always work together when we get to work on phone practice. Its fun. One day Imma call her and just speak random Spanish words. Yeah. Um. Algebra has been okay. Have a test coming up soon on Chpt. 10, which I'm not looking forward do. Meh. Um. Thats about all. I saw Lisa today at her new office. I gave her Dr. Dolittle for an Easter gift. She's always relating me to a Pushmi-Pullyu, so I thought it would be a cute gift. Yeah. We talked and I showed her my Scrapbook I made of the nature sceens I took. She really loved it she said. She likes to Scrapbook too, she said. She told me about this one place Imma check out since I need new stuff cuz' I took a ton more pictures. Its like Scraps and Scribbles or something. Yeah. Ummmm. Thats all. I baby-sat yesterday from 5 until 9:45. It was crazy. There was 5 kids at one point!!! I was like, -Faint- Then there was 4 of 'em, Auden, Avery, Ashley and Austin. I was so confused!! Lmao. Yeah. We went to Ball's Ice Cream then to the park and I had to push them all on the swings for an hour or so. I loved being on the swings. I was swinging really high and I missed being a kid and always going to the park. I need to do it again. Ummmmmm. I got 22 bucks though. -Is happy- Thats about all. Yeah. Well, I guess I'll shut up. Lemme know what ya think of the layout. Not very 'me', is it?
Ze Awesome Jess
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| Spring Break is over!!! I was so excited to go to school today. I was estatic. I'm such a nerd.
Science was fun. We moved the seats around, but I'm still next to Todd and Thomas. They woulda been my group anyways. Me and Melissa figured out what we're gonna do for Mrs. Coleman for the end of the year. We're gonna make a video of a typical day in her classroom, the variety show, and everything we like about her. She will be played my mwah or Melissa. It's gonna kick ass.
I got an 88% on my Soc. Studies test!! Go Jessie. Go Jessie. Uh huh. Go me. Yeah. I was happy. Mr. Sheely isn't teaching anymore and Thursday is his last day! -Sqeal- No one likes him anyways. Yeah.
Guess who got a 100% on her Spanish test?? No. Not Sammi B. Me!! I got 2 Excelentes! 2!! Count that!!! Uno-Dos!! 2!! Lmao. Yeah. I felt so happy. I don't think I've ever gotten a 100% on a Spanish test before. What can I say? I'm a genuis?
Moved seats in Algebra. Gee. Who on earth did Jess sit by? Durrr. Sammi. Yeah. We're in the back, but we're gonna try to move closer to the front so we can see because I can't really see. Yeah. It was fun.
My Aunt Monica and Grannie Annie came up yesterday. They brought my dress, which I can wear the top part with jeans and it looks so awesome. Yeah .Then my sister re-dyed her hair. Not blue. Not pink or purple.Brown. A natural color. Its so....bland. LoL Yeah.
Thats all. Leave me comment!! Jeeze. Only 2 since Friday. God. I am feeling hated over here!!
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| OmG!! The concert was so much fun!!! I had an effing blast!!!! I got to Dylan's at 3:30 and met her kick ass friend Lexie. Then we talked for a while, had some DinDin, and then it was off to the concert. There were, like, 5 bands there. I was in the mosh pit the entire time. It was so fucking awesome. I crowdsurfed once for, like, 5 seconds. It was so effing awesome. I have to do it again. I had a blast. It was 5 hours!!! I got a Cartel CD, which is pretty damn awesome, and a shirt of Cartel which I got signed along with the CD. It was so much fun. Me, Lexie, and Dylan didn't go to sleep until, like, 3 in the morning. We watched Degrassi and a bunch of stuff that Dylan has recorded. It was such a blast. Lexie is so funny and Dylan is crazy. Put 'em together, throw me into the mix, and, well, ya get a little crazy. Yeah. They signed my arm....LoL Yeah. They are such awesome people. Dylan's dad is crazay!!!! He was putting on random accents as he talked and would just do the craziest things. It was kinda creepy. Lmao.
After I left Dylan's, I went to Tasha's. Yeah. Tasha had a partay!! Yeah. Melissa was there alone with 2 other girls I didn't know before, Britney and Jacklyn. They both are pretty damn sweet. Yeah. We went outside and played with her little brother most of the time. I had such a blast. They are all so cool. Then we just talked for what seemed like 20 minutes, but was an hour or so. It was a blast. Yeah.
Then after Tasha's, I went to my mom's friend's Jill's house. She did some energy work on me and just talked for a while. It was maybe an hour and a half? She gave me some drops that you drink to help with emotions and keep you balanced. The flower she drew for me before I came was Oak, which says I am overly responsible, have alot of weight on my sholders kinda, and it was almost all true. It was awesome. Then she pulled 2 more and I can't really remember what they meant but together they sad that I went through a trauma and that I was dealing and had people to help me through it. Sounds like me to meh. Yeah. Then she pulled something that seemed to be weighting me down off my chest, and once she took the 'bad energy' off, I felt alot better. It was so cool. Then she transferred some energy to me and I felt like smiling while she was doing it becasuse it was the energy of angels and higher spirits and stuff. She is so awesome!!! Imma go to her house again maybe next week and do it again. She loves Harry Potter and stuff like me, so I might go to her house one weekend and have a movie fest with a old person. Lmao. Yeah. Imma nerd.
Now I have nothing planned for Spring Break. I'm prolly just gonna relax and veg out. I might work on the Scrap Books my mommeh bought me, but other than that it't gonna be some rest and relaxation. Some needed R and R man. Yeah. Well, thats about all I have to babble about. Leave meh comments!!
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